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i think i'm going to flunk chinese. cause i practically did not have enough time. to make matters worse, when i was stuck at the first question of the second passage, dear janabel did too, so she was also rushing for time. then she started getting super agitated about it, and was breathing hard like crazy, grabbing correction tape and trembling. that made me super super nervous cos' i realised how much time i had left which was like 20mins for 5questions, and got a brain block.

wow, nice job janabel. haha. so i started trembling like crazy cos i was getting really really nervous and tried to breathe hard and slowly telling myself to calm down but, unfortunately it wasnt working. therefore i had not enough time for my last three questions and crapped something out. btw the handwriting sucks like crazy, cos i was scribbling like mad. esp the particular words "xiang shou". and my suoduanchangwen is all rubbish. and i just wrote "81 words" when i didnt even count. i mean, not my fault right, i didnt have a choice!

where is the old you, the one who cared for me, the one who was so innocent and thoughtful, who was almost perfect. why did you have to change? you knew i had a thing for you.

and zhiyang is really cute! i just realised it when he came to our school the other day, basically because he really looks much cuter in person than on pics in mags or tv.